Rants

Im just a bitch sometimes but you made me that way....

What is it that I have the ability to piss people off without even trying? I'm too involved I guess, maybe I just give a shit when I shouldn't. I guess I should just go on about my own business and not care about the welfare of others. If they choose to risk their health and well being then so be it I guess.

And my tone of voice....I'm accused I'd being sarcastic which I most definitely take credit for except when I'm not actually being sarcastic. I use my sarcasm in funny or serious settings but no, I'm not ALWAYS "smarting off." Yes, I'm matter of fact. Yes, I'll offer my opinion based on life experience of which I have many years. And yes, there's a chance I may smart off...why?  Because if you were listening to me in the first place you'd know what the fuck I said. Stop ignoring me when I'm speaking to you. I not a fucking blabbermouth. I don't talk a lot. When I do it might be pertinent, so listen up.

You want to know something? I'm a good listener. I consistently listen and am seriously interested in the things you have to say and the stories you have to tell (aside from totally narcissistic repetitive bullshit and drama). However, as soon I begin speaking I oftentimes notice you are barely listening or you abruptly interrupt, often changing conversational direction. In that case I clam up. I don't need to vie for your attention. If you don't care, I don't share.

So IF you're not so self absorbed that per chance you notice I'm ignoring you or quietly minding my own business with little further regard, or the story is over without an ending, you need to ask yourself why. And if I do smart off sarcastically you also need to ask yourself why. Maybe it's because you're acting shitty and one thing I don't need to accept in my life is shittiness....from you or myself. Shittiness however, begets shittiness.

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